1 Month Old...

Wow! It's already been 1 month. Before little Miss Molly joined our family, the days and weeks just crawled. But now I can't slow them down. It's a little bit different having a newborn when you have another child to care for. When it was just Paisley, I slept when she did, I had more "me" time, I got more done around the house (atleast I like to tell myself that). But, I also ask myself why I didn't get more accomplished. Like, some scrapbooking. I'm pretty behind on my scrapbooking. Now with 2 kids, it feels like I don't accomplish anything unless Paisley is gone with Grandma Kenna for the day. I love having a guilty consence... no, not really. But, I'm already feeling the guilt of having 2 kids. I feel guilty when Paisley comes to me with a book, right as Molly starts to cry to be fed. Now I'm putting Paisley on hold while I tend to Molly. Thankfully she handles it ok. I handle it the worst. Paisley sure loves having a little sis. Maybe a little too much. She loves to get right up in her face and give her loves and kisses. No wonder the little miss got sick. Paisley never got sick when she was a baby, so this whole newborn sickness stuff is something new. I sure do love my girls though. I enjoy their ages for different reasons. Molly doesn't really have her own personality yet, but she loves to cuddle. Paisley hates to cuddle, yet she has thee cutest personality mixed with lots of energy that I could just watch for hours. I just hope and pray that these girls will always be the best of friends, even when they're teenagers. I never had a sister, or brother, so they're pretty lucky to have each other.